So, I have been feeling quite down lately and at first, I kind of attributed it to baby blues. However, as I have examined it further, I have come to realise thats not really the case. In fact, it is because I have let myself become someone who I am not. Not that I've strayed or anything like that. I just haven't been living. I go through the motions, but I haven't allowed myself to feel anything. Not joy or sadness or anything. I dont feel, just do. I have realized that this is a greater transgression than almost anything I could have done. Heavenly Father created us to live, and not just to live, but to live joyfully. We are supposed to enjoy life, love everyone and make the most of our brief time here. Not to take advantage of the opportunities that have been given to us is truly a travesty. I hope all of you are living joyfully and smiling most of the time. I love you and it is your love that has helped me to come to this realisation.
3 days ago